We
are all children of a loving and merciful God. He loves us despite our
brokenness and shortcomings and wants us to be happy at all times, so much so
that “God sent His Only Son, not to condemn us but to save us” (Jn3:17). It is
we who lose the way and end up with the idea that God doesn’t care or wants us
to suffer. In our desperate search for happiness and peace we wander aimlessly
in the wilderness not knowing that just one call to our DOCTOR JESUS will put
everything right.
We
the novices at SHTC were given the privileged opportunity to attend an inner
healing retreat from 16th to 20th March, at Vinayalaya,
Andheri, conducted by Fr. Franklin Lobo and his team. Many lay people from all over the country
attended this enriching retreat.
The
whole of the retreat was focused on making us realize that we are all children
of God and loved by Him and precious in His sight. We have the life of God
dwelling within us and God is working wonders through our life. Through our
life of sin and through all the hurts that we pile up deep in our hearts, we
create a barrier so thick that if converted to matter, as St. Padre Pio would
say, it would prevent sunlight from coming to the earth. In sin we reject the
Trinity. But God our loving father waits for us to return to Him, acknowledging
that we are sinners in need of a savior, knowing that we are just like the
Prodigal Son in need of a father’s warm embrace.
The
second most important aspect of the retreat was to be healed through the 5-step forgiveness therapy wherein we
recalled all those who might have hurt us or whom we might have hurt, right
from the moment of our conception, and through actual loud speaking to the
person in the form of an empty chair, we received or gave forgiveness and asked
Jesus to heal us in His Precious Blood. Through this therapy we were able to
lighten the heavy burden we were carrying through our life journey knowingly or
unknowingly.
To be
able to free ourselves from the burden of hurts, we also had counseling and
confession and many other prayer moments including a moment of inner healing
adoration. Hurts piled up in the body often result in various ailments and
pains. Through the Transactional Analysis (TA), we were made aware of the
possible root causes of our ailments and aches, after which we had a session of
physical healing, to experience the Divine Touch of the Wounded Healer.
The devil
really lives and could come to us in different ways, when we allow other
religious practices to take control of our life; this includes superstitious
practices, prasad, poojas, freemason, and even yogic practices. For this
reason, Fr. Franklin blessed salt, oil and water as mediums to be able to cast
out any evil originating from such practices done ignorantly or knowingly.
We were
given an extra privileged day in the Provincial House with Mr. Anthony Lobo and
Mrs. Audrey, to help us with any doubts and further help in our prayer life.
Jesus
owns us. It’s up to us to see how much we have surrendered ourselves to Him.
When we are possessed by Jesus, nothing in this world can make us sad or
discouraged or hurt.
We
are ever grateful for this unique opportunity given to us to delve into
ourselves and return fresh and healed from within. Though the retreat is over,
the process has just begun. We endeavor to continue to turn to our Divine
Healer, every time we are hurt in order to be reconciled and start anew. Above
all we will forever cherish this experience as a moment of great
acknowledgement of our belongingness to God as His loving child.